Fourteenth Station: Jesus is Laid in the Tomb – Peace

The final Station Adoration Chapel that I visited is a chapel where I have gotten to spend some considerable time in. The fourteenth Station Adoration Chapel can be found at St. Mary (aka St. Joachim and Anne) in Shakopee. This chapel has provided me with a nice place to pray whenever I am in the area.

This Adoration Chapel is about the size as the one at St. Hubert. It has pews for seating and it becomes the cry room during Masses. The monstrance sits on a small altar in the front with candles on either side of it. To the right is a tabernacle and candles. To the left is a Mary statue and more candles. Behind the altar are windows that look out into the sanctuary. A crucifix hangs on the wall as well as a small Divine Mercy print and Our Lady of Guadalupe print. They have a small wood statue of the Blessed Mother and Baby Jesus and opposite of that is a wood statue of the Holy Family. They have six stain glass windows. Four of them are regular size windows with a basic pattern and two of them are smaller with pictures. One of the small windows if found above the door and features the Blessed Mother. The other one is in the back, near the ceiling, and features the Eucharist. The entire chapel is made out of brick which lends to the quaintness of it.

As I sat there praying the Fourteenth Station of the Cross: Jesus is laid in the tomb, I noticed how peaceful the chapel was. Sometimes chapels can be noisy places with tons of coming and going and people praying out loud in whispered voices. That afternoon it was quiet and provided a peaceful place to pray. This peace and quiet seemed fitting for this Station of the Cross. Up to this point, I imagined that Jesus’ journey was loud because of all that was going on and now that he was being laid to rest, it would be quieter. The crowds would have dispersed so only his mother, his disciples, and some of the guards would have remained there to take care of things. Finally, the horrible ordeal was done and Jesus was no longer suffering. Now he could rest in peace. “I have said this to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.” (John 16:33).

It seems interesting that my first reflection talked about Jesus being condemned surrounded by chaos and now my last reflection ends in the peace and quiet of the grave. Our lives can be chaotic and challenging but when we allow Christ to be part of it, we will find peace in that chaos. Jesus helps us carry our cross and get up when we fall. He also heals, strengthen and encourages us along the way. We will never be without our struggles for it is in our struggles that we grow in holiness and virtue. But we are guaranteed that as we go through our struggles, we will have a peace that only Jesus gives us. “Peace, I leave with you; my peace I give you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.” (John 14:27)

We adore you, O Christ, and bless you because by thy holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

Thirteenth Station: Jesus is Taken Down from the Cross – Trust

The thirteenth Station Adoration Chapel is a chapel that I get to spend time in every weekday. This Adoration Chapel can be found at Our Lady of Grace in Edina. Daily Mass is celebrated in this chapel, so my first 30 minutes is spent participating in Mass and then the next 30 minutes is spent in prayer before the Blessed Sacrament. I love that I can start my day in such a way.

Our Lady of Grace’s Adoration Chapel is large. I have never counted the number of chairs but if I had to guess there is something like 25+ chairs in the chapel. The monstrance sits on the altar in the front with candles on either side of it. There is also an ambo, presiders’ chairs, and a tabernacle in the front. They also have a statue of the Blessed Mother and St. Joseph flanking the altar area. The most amazing feature in this chapel is their huge floor to ceiling stain glass window behind the altar. As the sun rises in the morning, it hits this window and makes it light up in a most spectacular way. It is nice to have such a beautiful thing to look at when you are praying in the chapel.

When I had sat down to pray the thirteenth Station of the Cross: Jesus is Taken Down from the Cross, I experienced a sense of loss. I had felt Jesus’ presence in a special way throughout this Lenten journey and even though he was there in this prayer time, my heart ached as if he was gone. It was a unique feeling that I had not expected to feel especially since Jesus was there in the monstrance. I think though that it helped me to understand what the Blessed Mother, St. John, and St. Mary Magdalene were feeling as the realization that Jesus had died started to sink in.

As I continued to reflect on the mood of this Station, my eyes were drawn to the vines that were hanging down the crucifix in the stain glass window. I thought about how Jesus had said that he was the True Vine but since I could not remember what he had said exactly, I looked up the passage in John. One verse from this passage struck me, “Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me.” (John 15:4). I wonder if St. John thought about this teaching as he watched Jesus being taken down from the cross. Jesus instructed the disciples before his arrest that they were to abide in him and now that he was dead, how were they supposed to do that? How was he as the branch supposed to bear fruit if the Jesus, the Vine, was now dead? I could understand if John was thoroughly confused by all of this. Regardless if John was or was not confused, I think that he must have had some small amount of trust that all of this would make sense one day as he watched Jesus being wrapped in the burial cloth. In order to be Jesus’ disciple, you must have trust and John gives us an example of what that looks like to trust especially in times that are difficult and confusing.

Every one of us is called to trust in God and follow him. This act of trust takes courage and a letting go of control. As human beings, we like our control because we feel like we are controlling our fate and thus allows us to have a say in the matter. Now sometimes this works for part of the situation but in many cases, we cannot control everything, so we drive ourselves crazy with the parts that we cannot control. We try to figure out solutions to real or imaginative problems that we can do nothing about. I have experienced this more times than not in my own life. For example, with these reflections, I had to let go of my preconceived thoughts and ideas so that I could be open to what God wanted to show me. As I would drive to a particular chapel, I would think about all the things that I could say about the Station that I was going to pray with. But when I gave up control and my carefully crafted thoughts and ideas, I was given insights that I would never have come up with on my own. When I choose to abide in Jesus and trust that he would show me what I needed to see, I made myself open to what he wanted to share with me. The branch does not get to dictate to the vine what nutrients it will need in order to grow so the branch needs to stay attached and open so that it can receive what it needs to grow and be fruitful. How attached are you to the Vine, Jesus?

We adore you, O Christ, and bless you because by thy holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

Twelfth Station: Jesus Dies on the Cross – Eucharistic Heart

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The twelfth Station Adoration Chapel is a chapel that is very near and dear to my heart. This is the chapel where I started participating in adoration on a regular basis and since my very first visit, I have spent a lot of time praying there. A lot of my heart and soul has gone into this chapel so it is not all that surprising that it would be one of my Station Adoration Chapels. Without further ado, I introduce you to St. Hubert’s Adoration Chapel in Chanhassen.

Our chapel is about mid-size compared to other chapels that I have been to and usesNo automatic alt text available. pews for the seating. On a stand in the front, sits our monstrance. On either side of the stand are two candles and mounted on the wall above monstrance is a San Damiano Crucifix. In one corner we have a Blessed Mother with the Child Jesus which came from the first St. Hubert Church and in the other corner is a bible. We also have three prints hanging on the walls; the Divine Mercy print, Da Vinci’s Last Supper, and Bouguereau’s Innocence. The windows in our chapel are made of stain glass and portray the pictures of the Annunciation, the Tree of Life, St. Hubert and St. Juliana, a nun who helped bring the Corpus Christi Feast to the Catholic Church. I personally like our chapel and it has brought me many consolations over the years.

Before I begin this reflection, I wanted to give you a little background first. Originally this chapel was going to be the last one that I would visit because I wanted to end this project in the chapel where I started going to adoration. But as the saying goes, if you want to make God laugh then show him your plans. In truth I was in the chapel for another intention that day so I was not even praying or even planning on praying the Stations of the Cross during my time there. Therefore this reflection came upon me quite unexpectedly and I hope that I am able to do it justice when I share it with you.

Image may contain: 1 personMy reflection started to come to me while I was looking at the crucifix on my rosary. I thought about the Blessed Mother’s and St. John’s presence at the foot of the cross and something about that struck me. As I began to pray the rosary, I switched my focus from my rosary’s crucifix to the San Damiano Crucifix in the chapel. As my eyes scanned the San Damiano Crucifix, they kept going back to the people and angels who were in the background of Jesus’ crucifixion. I started to reflect on all the people that were present for Jesus’ crucifixion. First God, the Father, and God, the Holy Spirit, would have been there because the Godhead cannot be separated. Then there was the Blessed Mother, St. John, and St. Mary Magdalene as well as a couple of other women named Mary. As I started to notice all the people that were there, I was comforted by the fact that the dying Jesus was not alone and he was actually surrounded by those whom he loved; God and the Church.

One of the truly amazing and miraculous things that happens in every Catholic Mass is the Eucharist Liturgy. During the Eucharist liturgy, simple unleavened bread and wine are transformed into the Body and Blood of Jesus. It may still look like bread and wine but we as Catholics believe that it is forever changed into the Body and Blood of Jesus. In order for this to take place, there are prayers that are recited and it is during those prayers that we are spiritually transported to Jesus’ crucifixion. Even though we do not go anywhere, we are still brought to that moment where Jesus is being crucified. We stand there with the Blessed Mother, St. John, St. Mary Magdalene, and the others. We are part of the group of his loved ones who are there for him as he dies on the cross. We are there to witness his last breaths and the piercing of his side and heart to confirm his death. We are there to watch as the love of Christ is literally poured out in the blood and water that flows from his pierced side. Finally we watch as that same love is poured into the host on the altar where Jesus’s physical heart becomes the Eucharistic heart.

While we consume the Eucharist transformed on the altar at each Mass, adoration makes it possible for us to spend time in front of the Eucharistic Heart of Jesus. When we go there to pray, we bring everything we have on our hearts and place them before the heart of Jesus. He then takes those things and helps us with them or he asks us to wait. Sometimes he even shows us things we might be missing thus helping us to recognize that what we desire is not beneficial for either ourselves or others. Whatever the answer may be, Jesus pours his love out upon us in adoration and we only have to sit there and receive it. His Eucharistic heart desires to tell you something. Are you willing to listen?

 We adore you, O Christ, and bless you because by thy holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

Eleventh Station: Jesus is Nailed to the Cross – Wounds

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The eleventh chapel that I visited for my Station Adoration Chapel project can be found at St. Michael in city of St. Michael. This was one of the chapels that I had considered at the beginning of this project, but I was not sure if I would go or not. Then someone recommended it to me out of the blue one day which was enough of a confirmation for me that I should go and that is why I picked it.

Image may contain: indoorEven though the chapel was large, there was not a lot of seating to fill up the space. There were approximately 12 – 15 chairs with about half of them having kneelers. The Monstrance was located on an altar like structure and behind it stood a wood crucifix that included two angels who were adoring the crucified Jesus as part of it. Mounted on the walls were a couple of candle holders, a large picture of the Transfiguration and another large picture of the Resurrected Jesus in the upper room. There was one stain glass window of the Blessed Mother with a dove who I believe represented the Holy Spirit since it had a halo around its head. It was simple chapel that did not have a lot of things to distract you with so you could focus on your prayer better.

Since starting this project, I have found that I need to have a certain openness whenImage may contain: 1 person praying each one of the Stations of the Cross. The openness has allowed the Holy Spirit to take the lead and direct the prayer verses me manufacturing my own experience. This has helped me to see things in different ways as well as experience God’s guidance and love in my prayer time. With this in mind, you would think that by the eleventh Station, I would have figured this out by now but nope. I only proved to myself that I know how to be stubborn.

My reflection time started like any other time where I began to pray with the eleventh Station of the Cross: Jesus is nailed to the cross. As I sat there, I felt a draw to spend time with the picture of the Resurrected Jesus. Feeling that this is not where I needed to be (emphasis on the word “I”), I remember thinking to myself, “Why would I spend time looking at a picture of the Resurrected Jesus instead of focusing on Jesus being nailed to the cross? That scene is after his agony and suffering so what does it have to do with what I am reflecting on.” None of it made sense to me so I stubbornly put my attention back on the monstrance and crucifix, and then proceeded to think about the details of Jesus being nailed to the cross. Now with my other reflections, I have received something like a sign or feeling that has helped me to recognize that what I received was from God so when I did not get that distinguishable marker after being there for an hour, I figured that I was not meant to receive that reflection at this chapel and I would just have to pray it somewhere else at a different time. As I was getting my stuff together so I could leave, I happened to look over at the picture of the Resurrected Jesus and that is when I received what God was trying to tell me. I was not to reflect on the nails themselves but instead on the wounds they created. I could imagine the Holy Spirit shaking his head in unbelief by this time.

Image may contain: 4 peopleThe picture that I have been referencing was the scene of St. Thomas inspecting Jesus wounds. We know from the Gospels that the only wounds that Jesus had after he was resurrected were the wounds in his hands, feet, and side. The other wounds that he had sustained from the scourging and the crown of thorns were gone but these five remained. Why is that? Because those wounds are our reminders that he died on the cross for us so that we could have eternal life. Those wounds are the ones that Jesus shows the Father when he intercedes on our behalf. Those wounds provide us with the help, strength, and healing we need whether we know it or not. Jesus willingly went to the cross so he would not have needed the nails to hold him there but we can appreciate the nails because it created the wounds that comfort and protect us now and every day into the future. Isn’t it beautiful that God took something so awful and terrible and turned it into something beautiful and good? Of course, this is no surprise because “We know that in everything God works for good with those who love him, who are called according to his purpose.” (Romans 8:28).

We adore you, O Christ, and bless you because by thy holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

Tenth Station: Jesus is Stripped of His Garments – Conversion

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The tenth Station Adoration Chapel can be found in St. Joseph in Waconia. I had picked this chapel because the day that I visited it, it was the Solemnity of St. Joseph and I wanted to pray in a church named after Jesus’ earthly father. I thought it would be a good way to honor both Jesus and St. Joseph.

St. Joseph’s adoration chapel can be found in the basement. The brick chapel is large, andImage may contain: indoor I believe that they might celebrate daily Mass in there since it has the setup for it. There was an ambo, presider chair, and two altars. One altar was the standard one you see in most Catholic churches which allows the priest to face the people when celebrating Mass. The other altar was against the wall which the priest could use to celebrate ad orientem (aka facing away from the people) and in this altar was built a pocket with a light. Placed in this pocket is the monstrance which stands predominately for all to adore. Below the monstrance were two candles on either side of the pocket. They had one stain glass window that was back lit since the chapel was in basement and on the walls were pictures of St. Joseph in its early days. It was fun to look at these pictures as I was walking in and out of the chapel because it gave me a glimpse into the history of this church.

Image may contain: people sitting and indoorI started my reflection on the tenth Station of the Cross: Jesus is stripped of his garments as I would normally do and it was during my reflection that I felt drawn to Jesus’ tunic. Of all his garments, his tunic was the only thing that was not divided into four parts. It was woven from top to bottom without a seam which was rare for that time so that is why the guards cast lots to see who would get it. As I was thinking about his tunic, a bible verse kept going through my mind, “’Yet even now,’ says the Lord, ‘return to me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning; and tear your hearts and not your garments’” (Joel 2:12-13). When I added this bible passage to my reflection, my eyes began to see the untorn tunic as something a little different. Instead of it being just a tunic, I saw it as being a call for all us to convert our hearts.

In the Old Testament, people would tear their garments as a sign of sorrow and repentance which was then followed by a changing of their ways and a turning back to God. Unfortunately, over time the tearing of garments became more of a symbol or superstition thus making it an empty gesture which meant and did nothing. The people would return to their old ways which would then cause them to move further away from God and his commandments. God knew their hearts were not matching their gestures so he asked the prophet Joel to call the people to a conversion of heart which some of them did but many did not. Even today, God calls all of us to convert our hearts.

Conversion of heart can be a long and difficult process which requires a full commitment on our part. With conversion, we must expose our hearts to God and ask him to heal and change them so that they become more like his heart. It is a slow process and I know in my own life, I did not even notice it happening until one day I would act or see differently. I have found that my attitude has changed and how I react to situations and things is different. For example, certain things that would bug me or cause me to get angry in the past do not have the same affect that they once did on my life. Or when I see a behavior that I once struggled with or still struggle with in someone else, I am more apt to sympathize and understand where they are coming from instead of getting really upset with them. Of course, I still have a long way to go in my conversion process and there have been many times where I have taken one step forward to only take two steps back but I can see that God has been working on changing me. I have become a better person because of his help and I hope that one day I will be able to finally shed the tunic of my old ways and become the person that God calls me to be.

We adore you, O Christ, and bless you because by thy holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

Ninth Station: Jesus Falls A Third Time – The Pledge

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The ninth Station Adoration Chapel can be found at St. Peter’s in North Saint Paul. The reason I choose this chapel was because of St. Peter. If anyone knew what it was like to fall, it was St. Peter. During his time with Jesus, Peter made so many mistakes and said so many stupid things that I find a kindred spirit in our first Pope because I have done similar things myself.

Image may contain: screen and indoorSt. Peter’s adoration chapel can be found in their Parish Center. This chapel is about mid-size and it has approximately 10 chairs and kneelers. The monstrance along with one candle was sitting on what looked like a marble altar which was placed in the corner. There was a small Our Lady of Fatima statue in another corner. There were no windowsbut there were some small square stain glass windows. Each square window had its own design which then created a bigger design when placed in proximity of each other. While the stain glass’ design was simple, I liked how it looked and worked together.

No automatic alt text available.My reflection on the Ninth Station: Jesus falls a third time took an interesting start in the fact that I did not feel called to pray with the Station itself but instead I felt called to pray with Peter’s denials. This seemed strange to me but since it kept popping into my head, I decided to embrace it and start my reflection there. Oh, how confident Peter was at the Last Supper when he told Jesus that he would never deny him. Then when the time came for him to follow through with that promise, he failed. As predicted, he denied Jesus three times before the cock crowed and I wondered if Peter felt as if a knife had gone through his heart when he realized what he had done. Yet all was not lost and after the Resurrection, Peter was able to repent of what he did and pledge his love to Jesus. In a conversation between the two of them on the shore of the Sea of Tiberias, Jesus would ask Peter, “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” and he responded, “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.” As I was thinking about this conversation, God showed me what this third fall represented. It represented a pledge. A pledge of Jesus’ love for us.

Today, we too can pose the same question to Jesus, “Jesus, do you love me?” and the answer can be found in each one of his falls. “Jesus, do you love me?” Jesus falls the first time, gets up and tells us, “Yes, I love you” and moves on. Again, we ask, “Jesus, do you love me?”. Jesus falls the second time, gets up and tells us “Yes, I love you.” Unsure if we heard him right the first two times, we ask him a third time, “Jesus, do you love me?” Jesus falls a third time, exhausted and hurting. He then looks at us and says, “This is how much I love you” and gets up and continues his way to Golgotha. Each time Jesus fell, he was pledging his love to us because instead of giving up, he choose to get up and press forward.

Every day, Jesus calls each of us to make our own pledge of love to him. He calls us to love God and love our neighbor. “Teacher, which is the great commandment in the law? And he [Jesus] said to him [a Pharisee], ‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind. This is the great and first commandment. And a second is like it, You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’” (Matthew 22:37-39). We love Jesus by following the Ten Commandments, receiving the sacraments, and spending time with him in both worship and prayer. We continue that love through serving our neighbor in small and big ways. All these actions pledge our love to Jesus so when Jesus asks us “[Your Name], do you love me?” we can say with confidence “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you because I have been trying to love you as you have loved me.”

We adore you, O Christ, and bless you because by thy holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

 

Eighth Station: Jesus Meets the Women of Jerusalem – Blindness

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The eighth Station Adoration Chapel can be found at St. John the Baptist in Jordan. There is no special reason I went there other than it was near the city that I was in that night so I thought I would make the trip over to visit this chapel. After visiting it, I found that it was well worth the trip.

This is probably the smallest chapel I have been in during this Lenten project. They had Image may contain: 1 personfour pews for seating which pretty much took up most of the space in the chapel. The pews were placed really close to one of the walls so in order to enter and exit comfortably, you could only use one side to do so. In the front was a table that held not only the monstrance but candles and a huge Sacred Heart of Jesus statue. The statue had Jesus’ one hand pointed to his Sacred Heart while the other one was extended out, looking like it was being offered to anyone who wanted to take it. This statue was my favorite thing about this chapel. Also included in the chapel was a small Our Lady of Fatima statue and on the walls, there was a Divine Mercy print as well as the Stations of the Cross and a stain glass window. I am guessing that this chapel becomes a Children’s Cry Room during Mass because they had a door with a window that looks out into the church’s sanctuary and speaker controls. All in all I thought it was a very quaint Adoration Chapel.

As I sat there praying with the eighth Station: Jesus meets the women of Jerusalem, I decided to read the account in Luke again so that I could refresh my memory to what actually happened and what Jesus said exactly. Two verses in particular stood out to me, “And there followed him a great multitude of people, and of women who bewailed and lamented him. But Jesus turning to them said, ‘Daughters of Jerusalem, do not weep for me, but weep for yourselves and for your children.’” (Luke 23:27-28). I found myself empathizing with the women weeping because I too have had similar reactions to the Passion when I have prayed with it. When I think about all that Jesus endured and experienced, it can have a very moving effect on me.

The second verse has been somewhat confusing for me in the past. This verse would have me wonder why Jesus would say what he did to these women who were expressing sympathy for him. Was it wrong for them to cry for him? Also why would he then tell them to cry for themselves instead? It all seemed very backwards to me until about a month ago, while praying with a different Scripture verse, I was given a little more insight into what he was trying to do with his comments. He was trying to change their focus. When Jesus meets these women, they were crying because of what was being done to him. This was not necessarily wrong but Jesus wanted them to change their focus from the outer to the inner. He was calling them to instead cry about the reason for why he was going through what he was; their sins. Just like all of us, these women are part of the crowd of sinners that author’s Christ’s Passion. “Nor did demons crucify him; it is you who have crucified him and crucify him still, when you delight in your vices and sins.” (St. Francis of Assisi – CCC 1851). Therefore when they were sad over Jesus being put to death but not over the fact that he was put to death because of their sins, Jesus tried to get them to focus on the right thing which was to mourn their own sins and repent. He was essentially trying to cure their spiritual blindness.

Image may contain: people standing and indoorSpiritual blindness affects all of us in some way or another. We are good at calling out the sins of others but when it comes to our own sins, we will often turn a blind eye to them. In some cases, we will even make excuses or blame someone else for why we commitment our sins. Let’s face it. To acknowledge our sins, means that we have to admit that we are weak and need help. In a world that values strength and power, that is a hard thing to do so we take the easy route of turning a blind eye to them instead. Yet Jesus knows that is not going to help us so he tries to cure us of our spiritual blindness so that we will reach out to him and ask for help. When we do that, he can enter into that wound or wounds that are causing us to sin and help to heal them. Once the healing starts, we experience Jesus’ great mercy which then turns our tears of sadness into tears of joy.

We adore you, O Christ, and bless you because by thy holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

 

Seventh Station: Jesus Falls the Second Time – Cor ad Cor (Heart to Heart)

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The seventh Station Adoration Chapel can be found at St. Raphael in Chrystal. This chapel is close to where I work which makes it easy to stop in for some prayer time before heading home. I had decided that this would be one of the Station Adoration Chapels because I know a seminarian who comes from this parish and I thought that this would give me an opportunity to thank God for this young man’s call to the priesthood.

Even though St. Raphael has been doing perpetual adoration for a while, this chapel is No automatic alt text available.only about a year old. Their former location was an old convent that was located on the property. If I remember right, the increased cost of maintaining the old convent and insurance issues encouraged them to find a new location for the chapel. They decided to incorporate the chapel into the church’s building so now you can find it next to the parish offices. I would consider the chapel midsize and has approximately 13 chairs with kneelers. The monstrance is located on top of an altar like structure with candles on either side of it. Behind it hangs a beautiful large wooden crucifix that uses back lighting to help it stand out. To the left of the altar is a tabernacle and there is one stain glass window as you enter the adoration chapel. This stain glass window features a lot of our newly canonized saints which I really like.

Image may contain: 3 people, people smilingAs I sat there reflecting on the Seventh Station – Jesus falls the second time, my eyes kept going back to that stain glass window. Since I was sitting right across from it, I was able to look at from a distance but still had a good view of it. I noticed at the bottom of the window there were the words “Cor ad Cor” which I had no idea what that meant. Suspecting that it was Latin, I did a quick Google search to find the translation and I soon discovered that it meant “heart to heart” (this translation was later confirmed by the seminarian I know). Since those words really struck me, I decided to include them in my reflection and soon I found that they would provide a key component to explaining this Station for me. Before I share how these words helped, I wanted to share some other insights first.

One of things that I felt called to reflect on during my time with this Station was Jesus’ humanity. Jesus did not come down as a full-grown adult but instead he came as a baby. He first developed in Mary’s womb for nine months and then he was born. As a child, he would have gone through all the different stages of childhood such as crawling, walking, talking, etc. After that he became a teenager and experienced all the things that teenagers of his time experienced such as doing his Jewish studies and celebrating his bar mitzvah. Finally, he became an adult and even then, he does not start his ministry until he was in his 30’s. Most of Jesus’ life was spent in the normalcy of day in and day out human life. Why would he choose to do that especially since he was the God who created Adam out of the clay of the earth? It was because he wanted to show us that he understood the human existence not because he was God who knows everything but because he lived it every day of his life.

Jesus knew what it was like to be human. When he would hurt himself, he felt pain. When someone he loved died, he felt sadness. When he was with his family, he knew love and when he was celebrating or having fun, he knew joy. Even though Jesus was divine, he still experienced all the things we experience in our lives with the exception that he did not sin when his experiences might have called him to do so. His heart to our heart or in other words, his human heart knows our human heart.

Jesus knows what hurts us and causes us to fall. He has known physical and emotional pain. He knows what it is like to want to give up and not move forward. He knows the human condition and therefore this fall becomes an example for us on how to not give up and to move forward. When we fall, Jesus looks at us and tells us, “I know that you are hurting. I know that you want to give up and stop trying. I know that you want to do what is easier and stay fallen but I know that you can get up and face the difficulties. For I am here with you and I am sharing in your pain. Rise and walk.” Thus his fall becomes an example of what it is like to live the human existence and not be conquered by it. His heart teaches our heart to pick up our crosses and follow after him.

We adore you, O Christ, and bless you because by thy holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

Sixth Station: Veronica Wipes the Face of Jesus – Adoration

No automatic alt text available.The next Station Adoration Chapel is a unique situation where I did not go and pray in a chapel but instead I prayed in a church (more to come on that shortly). The sixth place I visited was at St. John the Baptist in Excelsior. I am very familiar with this church because this is the church where I grew up and where my parents still attend. I have spent many hours praying in either the church or chapel thus it is not surprising that it ended up being one of the places where I would visit for this Lenten project.
Have you ever said this to God? “God if you want me to do ‘B’ then you need to make ‘A’  happen”. Well, I have said this many times before and usually God does make “B” happen so when it happened this time around, I was not entirely surprised. You see, St. John the Baptist was doing a 24 Hours for the Lord event where priests came and heard confessions for 24 hours straight. As part of this event, they had moved the monstrance to the church and offered various different devotions (ex. Praise and Worship, Divine Mercy Chaplet, etc.) throughout the night. It started on a Friday night so as I was getting ready for bed that night I said to God, “If you want me to go and pray before the Blessed Sacrament for the priests who are hearing confessions for this event then you need to wake me up so that I can do it. Otherwise I will just sleep until the alarm wakes me up.” Low and behold God woke me up early and I found myself walking into the church a little before 5:00 AM. My alarm was set for 7:00 AM. I guess God wanted me to be there. 
As I started to reflect on the sixth Station of the Cross – Veronica wipes the face of Jesus, I started to notice the difference of attitudes between Veronica and Simone of Cyrene. There was Simon who could not bring himself to help Jesus on his own so he had to be forced to do it. Then there was Veronica who recognized Jesus’ need and wanted to do something so she went ahead and did it. She was not forced and even though I am sure that she was scared because of what the guards might do to her, she just went ahead and did it anyway. What a day and night difference in reactions to Jesus’ suffering! 
As I continued to pray on this, I happened to come across John 6:26-27 which says, “Truly, truly, I say to you, you seek me, not because you saw signs, but because you ate your fill of the loaves. Do not labor for the food which perishes, but for the food which endures to eternal life, which the Son of man will give to you; for on him has God the Father set his seal.” It was with these two verses that I started to see something different in Veronica’s gesture which I had never seen before. She had not just come to do something nice for Jesus but she was cleaning the Eucharistic Face of Jesus. She had chosen to come into the presence of the Bread of Life to be fed spiritually by him. I found this to be a truly remarkable way to look at this Station while at the same time finding so much of what she did in what we do now whenever we participate in Eucharistic Adoration. 
Image may contain: 1 person, standingEach time we make the choice to pray before the Blessed Sacrament, we are figuratively touching the Eucharistic Face of Jesus. We show him love in the fact that we have chosen to spend time with him instead of spending our time on other activities that we either do not need to do or could wait to do. I would liken this time to us being like Mary who sat at Jesus feet learning instead of being Martha who kept herself busy with work. We show him comfort by choosing to be there with him while in other places throughout the world, he is either forgotten or treated with disrespect or disdain. Jesus humbles himself to become literal food for us to eat and yet so many people are immune to this fact that they just do not seem to care. I cannot imagine how much this breaks Jesus’ heart especially since he is always seeking us out and calling to us. Eucharistic adoration provides us with the opportunity to comfort his Sacred Heart while at the same time it helps us to become more like Veronica in a world that needs people to care and love them.
We adore you, O Christ, and bless you because by thy holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

Fifth Station: Simon of Cyrene Helps Jesus to Carry His Cross – Humility

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The fifth Station Adoration Chapel that I visited was at Good Shepherd in Golden Valley. This chapel is not actually attached to the church/school building, but it is part of the parish office which is a separate building on the church’s grounds.

The chapel is located to the right as you enter the parish office building. The chapel is round so only about eight chairs and kneelers could fit in there comfortably. There was a wood stand in the front and placed on top of it was the monstrance and a metal stand. The metal stand had two angels which held the monstrance in place, so it looked as if the monstrance was being held midair by the angels which I thought looked kind of cool. No automatic alt text available. Another interesting thing that I found was that around the luna (the part that holds the Blessed Sacrament), the designer had included the symbols for the four Gospel writers. There is the man who represents St. Matthew, a winged lion who represents St. Mark, a winged ox who represents St. Luke and an eagle who represents St. John. On either side of the monstrance’s stand were candles and behind it was the crucifix. On the walls, there was an icon of the Holy Family and small versions of the Stations of the Cross. There was also a stand that held a bible that people could look at it they wanted to. There were no windows at eye level but there were some near the ceiling. Part of them were colored glass but none of them were the traditional stain glass. I found that this chapel was a warm and inviting place to pray.

As I started to reflect on the Fifth Station – Simon of Cyrene helps Jesus to carry his cross, my eyes kept wandering to the angels on the stand. I loved how they looked like they were honoring Jesus by kneeling and holding the monstrance up in the air. This led me to think about No automatic alt text available.the angel who had come to administer to Jesus during his agony in the garden and how it would have wanted to help in any way that it could. What a stark difference that was to Simon of Cyrene. Simon was not willing to help and had to be forced into doing so. Now to be fair to Simon, he was not from the area. Cyrene was in northern Africa, in eastern Libya, so I am not sure if he would have heard about Jesus. There was no indication that he knew Jesus beforehand and since he could have been there for business or a visit, he might have heard something but did not pay that much attention to what people were saying. Now he is being forced to help a person, who he probably thought was a criminal (criminals would often be given this type of punishment), without having a say in the matter. I am sure that his pride did not want people to think that he was the type of person who would help a criminal or be associated with them in anyway. He had a repudiation to protect after all, so I am sure that he was grumbling to himself about having to do this. Pride, grumbling, and not being happy at being forced to something. I could see a lot of myself in Simon.

When I looked at Simon’s reaction and compared it to how Jesus reacted to his help, I found this beautiful humility in this station. Jesus had given himself so freely to others and when it came time for someone to help him, a person had to be forced into it. Anyone with eyes could see that Jesus was hurting and needed help but Simon could not bring himself to show him a little sympathy, a little kindness. Instead he waited until the soldiers confirmed that he was to help by forcing him to do so. What did Jesus do? He accepted the help without hesitation. If someone was forced to help me, I would have probably gotten angry and said something flippant like “No that is fine. I will just do it myself.” Yet Jesus does not do that. He accepts the help and they start to carry the cross together.

There is a certain humility when it comes to carrying our crosses because we need to be humble enough to accept help from others when we need it. In some cases, we think that we will be a bother to others and therefore we do not want to impose on them even though they are willing to help. In other cases, it is caused by our own stubbornness. We are more then willing to help others with their crosses but when it comes to our own, we want to do it all by ourselves. I recently experienced this first hand in my own life. I have problems with ice and I will often fall when walking on it. I was sharing this fact with someone one day as we were walking to our cars after church. We came upon a large area of ice which we could not walk around so the gentleman offered me his arm. I politely declined, and we walked on but soon we came upon another huge patch of ice. Again, the gentleman offered his arm as support and again I politely declined it. That was when the gentleman looked right at me and said, “Now stop being stubborn and let me help you.” With that comment, I knew that he was right, and I was just being prideful, so I accepted his arm and I made it to my car safely. My pride took a hit that day, but I was glad that it did because it opened my eyes to the fact that I needed to be humbler and allow others to help me. When we allow others to be a help, we follow Jesus’ lead which will never steer us wrong.

We adore you, O Christ, and bless you because by thy holy cross, you have redeemed the world.